Life out of rehab took me a day at a time
Recuperating to the essence of life
Life is demanding and incomprehensible
The word so narrow, I see the picture of who I am inside
I starved and starved hoping I would lose my appetite
But couldn't separate my past from who I have become
It hurts me everyday and at night in my sleep
Sometimes it feels like I am hallucinating
But couldn't separate my past from who I have become
It hurts me everyday and at night in my sleep
Sometimes it feels like I am hallucinating
Yet I fell the pain in my heart in the morning
It's rough and difficult out here
Sleeping with guilt of a frustrating week
Its not easy but friends never gave up on me
It's rough and difficult out here
Sleeping with guilt of a frustrating week
Its not easy but friends never gave up on me
At first I couldn't share my story with the world
Preying eyes judging me the rest of my life
Each day staying up longer
And my night's getting colder
Preying eyes judging me the rest of my life
Each day staying up longer
And my night's getting colder
I may never catch up with life
I may never be able to change my past
But I wouldn't give up trying
Not until I am sober again
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I may never be able to change my past
But I wouldn't give up trying
Not until I am sober again
All Rights Reserved © Akan E. Udofia 2016