No one knows the struggle in my head
The pains
and suffering I go through
A friend can
only pretend to understand
How much the
world evolve around you
The heart is
fragile and easily broken
When she is
going through a conflicting day
It is
frustrating when you are living for nothing
Negative thoughts piercing the mind everyday
Comfort afar
off, no one to lend a hand
The little
things seems difficult to learn
Life becomes
invisible where ever I stand
It is like
in the world, I am the only one insane
Maybe if I
had painted a picture of a bleeding star
It would have
been easier to take away preying eyes?
There will
be no one judging my scar
But it is of
no use, I am victimized
Please do
not have empathy for me
I have got
my own share of guilt
Every time I
tell a lie, it is because I hated me
Sorry, I never intended to be weak
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