I am a sheep wandering in the rain
All soaked and lonely, no shelter or refuge
I am dying silently everyday in pain
Betrayed, accused, deprived and forsaken
Suffering inevitably of guilt for my dignity
I have for long searching for a heart to accept me
Thriving to unjustified the curse the world has put on me
No one to aid the love i yield
Rejected by brothers, families, friends and the world itself
Not perfect for who i am, but human like everyone else
Why is it difficult for one to believe in my dreams?
Why can't anyone accept me for who i am?
I am left strained in the rain, soaked and cold
I am left in the rain to fend on my own
I am a sheep in the rain left to struggling all alone
© Akan Udofia E. 2014
I search for love
Look around for ears
That would listen to me
I listen for a voice
That talks about this love i seek
I search for a shoulder i could lean on
For someone i could talk to
Someone i could pour my heart out to
I search for a friend but could not find
A friend who can love unconditionally
Then i realised i have been looking down
I looked up to the cross and found my love
For he proved to be all i needed and searching for
I found the love of Jesus in giving His life on the cross for me
I stood out in the world
Lonely staring at the cloud
I am confused because I don't understand
Why am I feeling lonely despite I have you?
Men are supposed to be strong
But I ain't when it comes to you
It's difficult spending a day without you
For the heart I can't blame
I am crazily in love with you
© Akan Udofia E.
