WHERE AM I IN YOUR WORLD?

 

Everyday I drift further away from you
But my heart keeps growing stronger for you
There are times when I wish you are an angel
Hoping when I am fragile and lonely, you will be there 

I tried to tell you all my secrets, so I would hide nothing from you
Do you remember how you saw the imperfection in me, yet loved me
Don't get me wrong, I am not proud of the things I put you through
Truth is I don't deserve the right to be with you

I will gladly pay for the crime of not appreciating you
Can you forgive me and lend me a chance to make things right
I don't know whats going on in your mind

How come this days you have not been looking at the picture

Maybe I should have walked by a thousand times
So you can notice this much about my feelings for you
Since you walked out on me, life has never been the same
In my world, I have always pictured you to stay

 

I sometimes ask myself why the huge of having so much feelings for you
Yet I don't have the courage to tell you truly how I feel about you
It's not because I am scared of losing you
It's because I feel like a kid when ever I am around you

I am sitting out here on the staircase thinking about you
It's getting dark, I feel like holding your hands and hugging you
It's been raining all day in my life and I am cold
I really need you to be here with me to hold

You and I have been living under the same big cloud
Thoughts of seeing you make me feel good and proud
Sometimes I don't know what to believe in anymore
Maybe it's because I am lonely and looking for an alibi

Sometimes when I pick up the phone to call
I run short of words, I just say hello that I am checking up on you
I lied, I have wanted to tell you so much more about my feeling
Like how I missed watching you smile when you are walking 

Sometimes I look at your pictures, you are so pretty and full of life
I still want you to feel that way, we can make it work
It's true what they say, you don't know how valuable someone is
Until you missed them, but painfully I want you to be apart of my life


 All Rights Reserved (c) Akan E. Udofia 2015

I CAN BE

 

 

I can be the sun that light your sky
I can be the reason you always smile
I can be the one to take a fall your pain
I can be the star in your eyes
So you can see how amazing you are
I can be the flower that blossom in your heart
For your days to be beautiful and night
I can be the cloud that rain in your heart
I can be the wind to hug you when feeling sad
I can be your angel to kiss away your tears
I can be your night and day
So you will never ever go astray

All Rights Reserved (c) Akan E. Udofia 2015

ALL MY LIFE

All my life I have been dreaming
Thought I could make it on my own
Even when faith was dying
I was selfish to admit I was wrong

Friends could not give me the comfort I seek
Life became so big it swallowed up my dream
I wasn't lost, but my heart could not be found
That's when Its obvious I had made a mistake

Despite I gave all I've got
Life don't seem to be fair
It's so derange, maybe I wasn't born to be a heir
Sometimes I wished someone would whisper to me

Why so much pain and suffering?
Its not fair, I don't deserve this
The clouds in my life are gone
No one else to turn unto

All my life relying on my strength
But now it's no use, I am giving it up
Please Lord, this once I want to trust in you
I am sorry it took me this long to have faith in you

All Rights Reserved (c) Akan E. Udofia 2015