I DON'T WANT TO BE LONELY

Please can you forget all the broken promises I have made
I want you to understand that I care so much about you
This is why I have always wanted us to be friends 
I have got a beautiful apartment and have a decent job 
I've got everything one could think off but I am lonely
I am lonely because you're not here with me
Everything I have dreamed off can not be complete without you
Please darlyn; I don't want to be lonely  anymore
I want you by my side, I will trade  2/3 of my life 
If that's what it will cost me to be with you
The rooms in my apartment are so quiet, I  have no one to talk to
I think I made a mistake when we first meet 
I would have told you everything about my feelings right away 
I love you, I hope you feel the same way I feel about you
I don't want to be lonely anymore like the few time we spend together
I am weary, I don't stand a chance without you in my life
Please can you forget all the broken promises, lets share our hearts together
I know I can find love in you, because my heart has forever been craving for you

HOW CAN I MAKE IT RIGHT TO YOU

I have been guilty ever since I first met you

I have been guilty right from the day I fell in love with you

For some reasons I can’t explain or seems to make you love me

Desperately and emotionally I have tried to win your heart

I left my pride anytime am with you

I have apologized a thousand times for not been the right man for you

I have begged you to teach me

So I can be the one to hold your hands down the Nile

Sometimes I tried to picture your world

Hoping I could catch a glimpse of me in it

But you are so far away

You have left me all alone in the desert

Why can’t you forgive me or at least give me a chance?

I want to show you how much I care about you

In my life I have never felt so lonely

Waiting for you, hoping you’ll come pass me by

I am not angry at you, Am just angry at myself

Because I have not been good enough for you

Please I need to know, if there is a way I can make things right

What do I have to do to be closer to you?

I don’t mind waiting for you in the rain

I can stand in the sun waiting for you for days

If you can reassure me today that you will hold my hand 

So we can walk together side by side

MY WAY OF THINKING

I taught I was brought into this world for a purpose

But I just don’t understand the way things are

I did enjoy life when I was young

But life got wrong all of a sudden, it gets me frustrated

I have gone to places for aids, but nothing has changed

Most of all I was left in this world with nothing to cling to

I have tried everything I could think of

But this misery keeps getting deeper and deeper with no changes

What am I supposed to do now?

Because I am despair about this life

I would have love to hang myself

But the choice eternity I know I will face no matter what

But I can’t just be in this world been nobody

That wouldn’t happen, but I need as much help as one can get

One that can take me away from this misery

And put back life in me